no more!
hi everyone!
after much consideration i have decided to stop blogging.
so now if you want my thoughts you will have to ask me for them, and i will be fine even if no one wants them!
and if i have things to say i have decided i should just say them instead of placing them on the interwebs for all to see.
so i’ll stop blogging!
thank you for reading if you have been and good-bye
for a moment there,
i was just forgetting your name.
it is surprising to see how easy this is. And i’m glad to say it.
sidelined
as i inadvertently saw what i didn’t want to see, i realised that it was exactly as i had expected.
and yesterday laying in bed i thought of the inevitability of all of this. how i grasp for things to make me feel complete, whole. how i grab for more people than i can manage just to feel better.
cross my heart and hope to die
i care, i do, i do, i do. so much.
but you are killing me and you don’t know it
and if you care now’s the time to say it
please
new song by mayer
I am an architect
Of days that haven’t happened yet
I can’t believe a month is all it is been
You know my paper heart
The one I fill with pencil marks
I think I might have gone and let you in
Little by little
inch by inch
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
It ai’t much but it is a start
You got me swinging right along to the song in your heart
And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home
So glad you didn’t see
The nervous wreck I used to be
Never thought a man could be so small
You never look at me
Like I am a liability
I bet you never think I’d been at all
Little by little,
inch by inch
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
And it ain’t much but it is a start
You got me swinging right along to the song in your heart
And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home
Maybe I could stay a while
I am talking like all of the time
With a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home
(l)
merry christmas
merry christmas everyone! thank you for putting up with me for what seems like forever.
(: (:
it’s just that
i feel jealous because for others it’s so easy and i’m beginning to think i have it all wrong.
i shall wait wait wait for any sort of confirmation.
kinda messed up the falsetto as well as the 6th line.
as well as the opening guitar part
still, first recording with my zoom h2 yay!
if you’re interested: no mixing, not touched by audacity or cakewalk or cubase or any other workstation. recorded in front of my computer. noise floor being computer noises and some birds outside hahah.
(not that i really know what the term ‘noise floor’ means)
really now!
i wish i was better at being the person i want me to be. you want me to be.
You know what I don’t want to blog about japan just yet.
do you want to work on this? because if you want to then i will too, and if you don’t then i will back off as far as you want me to.
